Hey everyone,
I got up pretty early this morning because I didn't sleep too good. Although I should finish getting off book for a project I'm working on, I thought I blog some more. One of the purposes of this blog is to detail my memories of these next few years so that I can look back and go "Man...good times," but there are a lot of scary events that are or has been developing in the world in the last few years. While I could go on forever about how the government is useless and held by power hungry politicians who are completely not in the people's best interest and are stomping on our rights as human beings, I won't. I will simply say that get informed on the issues, complain, and spread the word.
While the world around me starts falling apart, you can't help but feel like you are on a time limit on achieving the goals that you want to achieve on your life. One of the goals on my list is to really keep in contact with my Family in New York. As of now, it has been nonexistent for a lot of reasons. But as the world is crumbling at a quicker rate and while I'll endure all those hardships on my own, I really don't want to fight through these times alone. So I'm going to New York to audition for grad school and while that is real important to me, getting in touch with my cousins and other family members are becoming just as important to me as well. My Cousin who is about my age is having a daughter. A freaking daughter man!? Thats fucking mind blowing to me that time went by so fast. A part of me feels like I'm lost in the past cause I feel like my cousins are moving towards the future, and I'm in my room playing with puppets. As they say however, You are where you are in life. Besides, I wouldn't want a kid right now. Not that I don't ever want to be a father, because you always want a legacy, but I dunno, I would just fuck it up. It doesn't help that the future seems dark rather than light, and while I know my kid would survive, because our family are survivors, I would want him or her....(Preferably him) to have it better than I did.
In any case I'm pretty excited to see my family. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone!
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